I feel like when my friends & family from PA meet my NC friends they are reassured that I'm okay... I have an amazing support system here in NC ... I know my mom is definitely glad I have them at least. It's interesting moving by yourself to a place you know no one. I knew God wanted me here, wasn't too sure why and I won't lie... I was running away from a few things in PA but I'm starting to see/feel as if the move to NC was more preparation for my eventual move to Haiti; not to mention the fact that I would have missed out on a lot of things here & in Haiti. Although Haiti is more drastic of a move, NC showed me I can be miles away and still maintain relationships.
So yeah, the beach is beautiful today! I want to end this post with some thankfulness. I thank God for days that lift your spirits. I thank God for friends and family who are so incredibly supportive and reassuring and last but not least I thank God for giving me a heart for missions in Haiti. Here's to this "in between" time as I prepare... Here's to being still & taking it all in!
...to be continued...
-B
There is a word for this in between time called "liminal space" and it is like the threshold of a door, passing from one place to another a transitional phase where your neither in or out, leaving one stage and the beginning of another, but not there yet.
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